First of all. Sorry I avoided you last week. I was in my negative place. I have good news and bad news on two counts.
First good: I lost 3.4 lbs
Bad: I don't really deserve it. I haven't been working hard I've just been eating more moderately. I'm eating crap half the time but in a moderate way
Second good: I have a life. I reconnected with some old friends this weekend and I don't have to be lonely anymore.
Bad: I have a crush on one of them and I'm afraid of being crushed by my crush. Not that I ever intend to tell him if he doesn't make a move first but still. I'm full of angst about whether he could ever like me at this size. I'm also very giddy. I'm afraid I'm going to crash hard. Anyway that is what's going on with me.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Alright ya'll here I am
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Just keep your eyes open - knowing that you could be crushed can prevent your being crushed.
ReplyDeleteYou must be doing something right....you lost 3.4 pounds. Just take things one day at a time.
ReplyDeleteThat is ok take the loss any way you can. Its a loss.
ReplyDeleteWahoo on the loss!! Great news. Here is to a really great new week!
ReplyDeleteModeration is a good start! And reconnecting with friends is such a joy. I hope you have a great week.
ReplyDeletecheck in tomorrow, hope you're doing well babe.
ReplyDeleteI could have sworn I'd already left this comment but there must have been a glitch: there is no point is dwelling on whether you 'deserve' a loss or not, it leads to nowhere good. You achieved the loss, therefore you deserve it. Glad you're having fun with people.